So recently, i broke up with my boyfriend. My ex, to be exact. I mean, yes, i do love him. But just that, it's like, we're not meant to be together, you know. We fight a lot, i cry a lot because of him, my parents dont really like him much (and i want their blessing, i'd be happier then), everyone tells me that he's a player, which i think he is? Lol. I have no idea why am i so stupid to even trust him at the first place anyways. He's really good with words. He sweettalked to me, and seduce me all that, and i melted. Damn. This is my biggest problem, i melt over a guy too easily. No, i dont want this. I wanna be that kind of girl who doesnt fall for a guy that easy. Uhm, what do you guys call it, Expensive? Yea, something like that or whatever.
He did ask for a relationship again after we broke up, but i said no. I insisted on being just friends. Bestfriends, to be exact. Because well, i dont know? I feel like my love towards him is decreasing. Because he flirts a lot, he breaks my heart a lot, and all that. We fought a lot, of yes we did. And it sucked ass. Now, we barely contact each other eventhough we both agreed to be "bestfriends". Lol yeah right. He's a freakin' hypocrite and ego much. Yeah, i do understand guys are like that, but i feel like, im not ready yet for relationships and the commitments i have to take. Sad life.
Oh whatever. I dont wanna talk about this crap. I went through a lot, and im sorry i didnt update my blog for a long time. Thats all. My mood is down rn, so mind me. Bye.
