It's been a long time..________________
So anyways, a lot had been happening in my life lately. Lol okay i sound so, matured saying that but oh well, im fourteen, still young, and i experience stuff too. Bad stuff, which i hate and not strong enough to face so i end up falling down, and i dont know how to get back up. I know, i know, i sound so over it as a 14-year old teenager but whatever, this is my blog, i write whatever i feel and what i want.
1) Ramadhan + Eid
So Ramadhan came, and it left. It's September now, so it had ended. Did i blog about Ramadhan? I dont think so.. Haha. Ramadhan this year sucked. In fact, everything sucked this year! Even Eid, which was supposed to be happening and exciting but nope, it didn't. Plus the fact that many of my cousins are gonna facing SPM this year, and the trial is like, 5 days away from Eid. How sad is that?! My duit raya collection this year, i swear, isn't much. The total is like less than RM200. That is so very pathetic! My target's RM300 but sadly it wouldn't reach it hahaha! So anyways, i didn't fast fully this year. You know why.. Lol. Oh and i didn't fast for 4 days extra, due to my shitty health problems. Which means, i have to fast later, when everyone could eat and i cant. Ugh that's the worst part and i hate being what they call, 'matured'. Ew this is gross hahaha! In conclusion, Ramadhan + Eid sucked ass. OK.
2) Random stuff
Ok i dont know how to blog about this im totally out of inspiration and lack of ideas and i forgot what i was gonna type just now so sad dksjfkldsfdklshfdjkfghdsjkfhdjkfyheufhdjfsaiowyhrfhdaskljdsahfklsfdjhskfhdjk OK FUQ EVERYTHING. JUST EVERYTHING!!!!! KBAI
