It's been a long time..

Hi! It's been really long since the last entry, which was like what, a month ago? Haha okay, no one's reading anyways.

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So anyways, a lot had been happening in my life lately. Lol okay i sound so, matured saying that but oh well, im fourteen, still young, and i experience stuff too. Bad stuff, which i hate and not strong enough to face so i end up falling down, and i dont know how to get back up. I know, i know, i sound so over it as a 14-year old teenager  but whatever, this is my blog, i write whatever i feel and what i want.

1) Ramadhan + Eid

So Ramadhan came, and it left. It's September now, so it had ended. Did i blog about Ramadhan? I dont think so.. Haha. Ramadhan this year sucked. In fact, everything sucked this year! Even Eid, which was supposed to be happening and exciting but nope, it didn't. Plus the fact that many of my cousins are gonna facing SPM this year, and the trial is like, 5 days away from Eid. How sad is that?! My duit raya collection this year, i swear, isn't much. The total is like less than RM200. That is so very pathetic! My target's RM300 but sadly it wouldn't reach it hahaha! So anyways, i didn't fast fully this year. You know why.. Lol. Oh and i didn't fast for 4 days extra, due to my shitty health problems. Which means, i have to fast later, when everyone could eat and i cant. Ugh that's the worst part and i hate being what they call, 'matured'. Ew this is gross hahaha! In conclusion, Ramadhan + Eid sucked ass. OK.

2) Random stuff

Ok i dont know how to blog about this im totally out of inspiration and lack of ideas and i forgot what i was gonna type just now so sad dksjfkldsfdklshfdjkfghdsjkfhdjkfyheufhdjfsaiowyhrfhdaskljdsahfklsfdjhskfhdjk OK FUQ EVERYTHING. JUST EVERYTHING!!!!! KBAI

Fasting Update

Hi! So it's the 10th day of Ramadhan, and so far im doing good. Except for the fact that i ate tons today, and i freaking took my sahur! Damn i feel like a fat pig. It's already 11:25am and i am still bloated of eating just now. Why did i even eat?! Ugh. My goal was supposed to be:

1. Fit and toned body
2. Lose fat all around
3. Core abs
4. Feminine muscles (LOL)

But it never seem to happen. Well, i lost around 5 pounds and thats good. But the fact that my muscles aren't building up (except my leg part) is devastating. I want abs! But well, #neversaynever!

Oh you see this babe up here? See her smokin' hot body? I want a body like that! Not fat, not skinny, but fit and toned. God isnt she hot? And im here, typing and eating JCo's. Brb wanna take more donuts LOL i joke. And i know, to get abs and all that i have to eat really, really healthy. Maybe im not ready for that yet, because i love food like duh. So yeah. Maybe next time. But i will still try.

I am lame and i have nothing to say. Bye! <3

God these donuts are fattylicious!

Vices + Virtues

Why, hello thur lovely earthlings! I'm bored. Lol i is always bored so this is one of my blogging-because-im-bored-but-i-aint-a-good-blogger-like-maria-elena entries. Forever lame = Me. But whatever, being lame is one of a kind, very unique and special. I like being special, so the spotlight is on me LOL forever perasan.

Oh, see this girl up here? She's pretty. Like very pretty lah. Look at her hair face lips noce eyes body shoulders eyelashes cheeks ears and blabla just see everything lah! Isn't she pretty? If you said she's not then youre dumb. Hehehe. I love her hair. Omg in fact, i want her hair! But like, pfft yeah right as if i can have a hairstyle like that LOL FOREVER PERASAN.

Ish why am i so lame lah today. I got nothing to blog about kldjksaldjakld always like this i wanna die lol joke okthanksbye! <3